the last step in moving on

do you know the last step in moving on?

face your past.. ^^

if you fell contented for what you have done.

well it's a sign that you already managed to moved on.

learn to let go.

nobody waits forever.

pain is innevitable but suffering is optional.

my.introduction

Hi.

I',m Nicholas John Oba. my parents told me that my name was from the mixed name of my two grand-grandfathers. Juan = John, and Kulas = Nicholas. But they told me once that my name was suggested by a numerologist, a person that predicts the future of someone by using the number of birth. well, i don't know much of it cause im not one of them.

i'm the eldest only boy (unico hijo) child in our family. i have four sisters. i can say that i have a close relationship with my sisters. For the reason that my parents are both abroad and i have the responsibility of taking care of them.

i'm curently taking Bachelor of Science in Nursing at De la Salle Lipa here in Lipa City, Batangas Philippines. It's both my personal choice and also my parents choice. it's practical to take BSN for the reason that it has a good salary abroad plus the demand. i'm currently in my 3rd year of 4 years of this program. I'll have plans after finishing it. and i'm planning to discuss it here in the near future.

My hobbies are reading books, watching movies, chatting, playing online games, writting quoutes, making movie maker videos, photography, computer softwares, cars, girls, places, adventures and other stuffs a teenage boy wants. but most of the time i want girls. just kiddong. Ö

My life is simple and typical. I have several friends, i entered relationships and ended up breaking my heart. i have experienced school problems, financial, family and other sorts of problems. But obviously, i have survived those problems and im still struggleling with some of them.

The reason while im making this blog is for the experience in writing and expresing myself. i want to enchance my writing and self-expression skill. and as a past-time and to try to earn some money. hehe. i also want to share my works and my life experiences as a teenage boy.

And maybe someday, for somehow, i might be a well known person, (dreaming ^^) at least there will be a place in the net where people can see what i have done in my life, my plans, my ideas, my goals, my achievements and failure, my outlook in life and other sort of stuff that will tell who i am, was and will be.

i hope i will give inspiration, share thoughts and give ideas with the readers. i also hope i can give entertainment to you guys. ^^

Mayday parade's Miserable at best

"That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best"
- these are some lines from the song miserable at best by mayday parade.

This song tells a story about a man telling his girl that he still loves her but he knows that she already has someone else with.

i've first heard this song as i browse my friend's profile on multiply.
at first i was having a hard time to get and feel the lyrics.
but when i heard the 2nd part of the song, it gave me chills.
Cause every line of the song soothes the hell out of my life.

Check the video i made and uploaded on youtube.



- i made some other videos prior to this one, though i have deleted some of it for some personal reasons. I'll be making some videos in some other time.